Wednesday, January 20, 2010

First entry...

Today was a rough day for me. I cried a lot questioning why over and over again. This road is definitely not the path I would have chosen. It is very lonely even being surrounded by an amazing support group. I miss my husband and the support he could offer right now. In my head, the best thing would be for him to come home and hold me. However; God's arms are doing just that holding me up. I read Ps. 19:7 "The law of the Lord is perfect, reviving the soul." How encouraging that God's word revives my soul every day as I get into His word. There is no way I could have the peace I have tonight after a day like today with out God's amazing love. As I learn more and more about my Savior, I'm humbled to think that He loves me so. Well this is hopefully the first of many entries. I think this will be good for me to write down how I'm feeling and then see how God works. Now I'm off to bed because 5:30 am comes so very early. One more struggle to get up and go to work, but God is faithful this I do know. For those who don't know why work is such a struggle. Troy was taken to the hospital I work at and that is where his heart finally stopped beating on this earth. So every time I go there it brings back those memories of that day so vividly for me. Ok I'm off for now....


  1. I'm proud to be your first comment!
    I've not been through anything so difficult as you--not by a long shot. But I've found blogging to be really cathartic; I think you'll enjoy it.

    I've truly enjoyed watching you trust God and remain faithful to Him through your ordeal. You don't know how you've encouraged, rebuked, and amazed me. You're a precious woman, Sarah.

  2. Love this idea, Sarah, and I'm excited to follow your story. Praying for you still.

  3. I am so glad to see you blogging Sara! I have a blog too; it is very therapeutic for me on my journey of life. I pray this is a blessing of LIFE to you my Sister... much love and prayers, Tammie